08-21-04
My 'Hour of Darkness' has Risen once More..
Im still encompassed by the depth of my pitiful despair. As i continue to slip under with no way out.
There's black all around me...
I feel a warm liquid all over my body.
I shiver as a cool breeze begins to blow.- I am bare...
Stripped of everything.
The scent of death fills my nostrils..
And I cry.I cry for everything.
My hour of darkness has risen again,
And i am weak.I am sooo weak.
I am nothing...Am i blind now?
-As there is no hint of light.
I get weary from attempting to walk,
and drop to the floor.
There is no longer love in me.
Every drop of it has been drained.
My blackened heart now suits the sting of my bittered spirit.
Always estranged...What would happen if i dissappeared now?
I realize there's a throbbing pain throughout my body.I am cut...
I am bleeding...dying.
Who has done this to me?
I run my hand across my arms and legs & feel gashes & openings.
I shake as i continue to become colder.
Once cathartic tears_now never-ending_
continue to fall.
I am drowning in an ocean of tears, of blood.
The last of my strength is diminishing...and i feel something next to me.sharp...
My murder weapon.murder?yes,murder.
I am the murderer?...
As this hour has risen once more,
I have now fallen.It has finally come to my fortunate demise.