06-21-04
Confuzed az FucK!
Confuzed az fuck...Can't make up my mind.
I'm just tryin to get through life one day at a time...
Upset with myself..
Due to actions in the past...
I could've prevented someones pain...
Had I not thought so fast.
Consumed by the thoughts of a love once lost...
Returning to it, it seems, no matter at what cost.
My heart throbbing with emotions that I thought had been dead...
Memories & feelings,filling up my head.
Causing much affliction, knowing there will be much more...
Afraid to think about what soon might be in store.
I'm faced with a reality, that I've come to loathe...
Something that many people will never see or know.
Making some decisions...
Not sure what's going to happen.
All I can say is that - I'm afraid of what might happen.