03-09-04
I KeEp FaLLiNg....
I look down and see nothing..just black.
..a never-ending black tunnel in which I seem to keep falling deeper and deeper into..
There's no where to grab onto..no where to stop...
i wish at least there would be an ending in which i could reach..
_to stop falling down more_
The pain persues as i continue to drop...is there no one to stop me?
Why must i live this profoundly shity life?..Why must i suffer?..
Why must we all?
This life isn't for me..
I know i was meant for better,
meant to shine...
I was/maybe still am...'full of promise'.
I've fallen so0 far down..it's almost not possible to be found..
Someone rescue me..
Rescue this 'little girl'..infected with a disease called depression..
..the 'little girl' that suffers from loneliness.
This life..it hurts,it hurts to much.
Someone please just take a knife & slice my skin...
for the hurt will be far less intense than the bruises that this life has forced upon my soul,--
which trembles underneath the dark shadows of my broken spirit.
Blackness surrounds me every which way.
I keep trying to strain my eyes hoping i see some light..as i look up.
Someone at least throw me a freakin rope,
so i can try to hold on and climb out.
I keep falling...falling...
-Angie