03-09-04
Somethings wrong
They see me..but do they really see me?...
YOU see me right?..But do you ACTUALLY see ME?..
Somethings wrong with me.
I've known that, but simply denied it always and put it aside.
They told me their worried about me..and yes they have noticed the way i AM.
I discussed it with a couple close friends of mine...
about how one minute im perfectly sane and happy,...
the next,...
completely gone n out of it,just sad or depressed.
I never knew what was wrong with me..
i still dont really KNOW..
but i am depressed...and lonely...
I told someone that there's a difference between being alone and being lonely.
And the more ALONE you are..
the more LONELY you will feel or become.
If that makes sense?..P>
As usual...
Im wandering , but not yet lost.
IF im lost..i'll wait for someone to find me....
Will somebody come look for me?..Maybe i'll never know until its too late for me to come back..
...to "be found"
-Angie