02-29-04
CoNFuSiOn
Loneliness...Confusion...feelings of being unwanted....
Have only lead to more confusion....
Moments of comfort,feeling wanted...give unsure feelings and neverending questions...
...is this right...will this be good for me?...can i do this?...should i do this?...is it ok?..
My body aches,but also longs still for someone to hold it... will you be the one to keep me in your warm embrace?
My head has yet to clear..or focus on other important issues..like school..or my writin and singing even.
I've been trying to analyze things all day..and figure them out..-not helping-
Feelings of uncertainty...clinging onto this everlasting confusion...
have me drowning in an ocean...
with all these mixed emotions..and feelings..
Its hard to say right now ...or pinpoint even mentally..how i feel..
why can't this be easier?......damb!!!
Im confused...but shyt,..what else is new....this is not cool...someone tell me what going ..and what to do!!... - Angie