02-25-04
ForSaKen
I've been left to live in this deceitful world...
With no one to protect or care for me.
Pain has engulfed me...
And I've learned not to fight it,
But welcome the hurt with a piercing smile...
My smile doesn't shine as brightly as it used to,As I come to terms with the harsh realities of life...
My bliss sneaks away from me..
And loneliness replaces its shadows.
I used to think it not possible,
But now realize..I've been forsaken.
Only the blissful darkness excepts me...
Screaming inside Im never heard...But always ignored or forgotten..
Im wandering..But not yet lost...
Searching for a new life, And for my true identity.
Days of question have made me sad and weary...
Im clothed in sorrows dark array..
Trapped now in the darkness of depression...
I've been left alone..
I've been forsaken..for too long.
::Wishing to be embraced by the peaceful sleep of death...::
-Where my pain can be released..and no longer can i be forsayken...-
-Angie