10-28-04
Daily Contemplations...
The day surrounds me with familiar things....
I loathe this place,theres no beauty to be seen.
I daze out into an awkward slumber
Feeling those moments when i start to go under.
Piece by piece my mind slips away...
Living through this life of mine everyday
i encounter many thoughts which tend to confuse...
My soul constantly getting beaten down and bruised.
Physical and mental pain always there
Complaining so much,now people just dont care.
My bittered spirit detest the world im living in
Constantly striving for my prize-happiness-to win..
Do you understand the things Im trying to explain...
Do you truly think after all this -Im still sane?
Im finished with everyone givin me shit, about how I live my life
For all I care they can go to hell,Im sick of trying to be nice.
I hate trying to express all my thoughts,and running out of things to write
I dwell upon my thoughts and write as I lay in my bed at night.
-Angelica